Patricia M. Twining-Obarski
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Last Goodbyes

Death comes in threes…

My nana’s old world superstition

A person you would never anticipate

To pass away before their time


Three years since, last time we spoke

My Father’s wake,

Respects he paid

Conspicuous in his Navy dress blues

His dark-haired wife, slender, poised,

His bashful blue-eyed daughter

Biting her lip, holding fast to his hand

Unwilling to let go


Boyhood friend

Misspent youth

Misadventures in dark graveyards

Sharing a six pack of Budweiser

Stolen from the old man’s supply in the basement

Sprawled on his family’s burial plot


Halloween – 1979 - muttered incantations

Trying to conjure spirits that would not be recalled

Relishing the thrill of fright

Did we see demons in the dark?

Or was it just imagination run amok


Bleary-eyed, stumbling over the roots,

In the darkness, entangled,

In the brambles undetected

Trying to find our way home in the murk

Death held no terror for us then

We said good-bye and went

Our separate ways


Twenty years of time elapsed

Your service in the Navy soon to end

A seizure on a morning in May

Tumbling down a flight of stairs

An MRI, the doctor’s prognosis, inoperable

Loss of control, tremors, paralysis

The state of your future days

You choose the hour of your ending

Your service revolver did the deed


Returning to the hilltop graveyard

A place without fear long ago

The bugle plays taps

The honor guard folds the flag

The gasps of your family,

With each blast of the gun salute

As the soldier presents the flag

Into the hands of the dark-haired wife

His blue-eyed daughter clutching

Her mother’s hand unwilling to let go


I walk back to the car, the service is concluded

Faltering steps over, twisted tree roots

Prominent in the glare of day